AFA

Generally I take my homosexuality fine, but a few moments I pause and feel a jolt of feer, lonliness and deppression. Nothing invokes that as much as this:
http://www.afa.net/homosexual_agenda/ the American Family Association, forced McDonalds to end their support of gay rights, yah, f*** them (exuse me)

Leviticus 2o:13" 'If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, both of them have done what is detestable. They must be put to death' "

A Bad Poem I Wrote Two Years Ago

It has terrible flow, I wrote it in the middle of the night, and now that I found it after so long it creeps me out, did I mention it has terrible flow?

Roses Have Thorns, Or Do They?

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Day by day,

Finding myself,

New things to do,

Things decay,

More things to mourn.

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I pour my heart out,

Get shunned away,

Heart aches,

Or is that hatred,

Or even the thirst for blood?

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I wonder about my life,

In denial day after day,

Decisions make me hurt,

But I have to know myself,

Or else I shall live a lie.

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Possessions surround me,

Some I need,

Some I don't,

The ones I don't make me wonder,

Is this all necessary?

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I love some I hate some,

Some I want to kill,

Some I want to kiss,

Others make me wonder,

Do I really know you?

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But really,

Every thing isn't just white and black,

Every Rose has thorns,

All hate has love,

Maybe I was wrong about you and me

Old Cartoons

Remember Aladin? Beauty and the Beast? Jungle Book? Little Mermaid? Sleeping Beauty? Cinderrela? They all were awesome, with fun plots, interesting complex characters, a clear villan(that made you afraid), and fun somewhat anoying memerable tunes. Now think of today's cartoons, good animation, no plot, no villan, no tunes and characters with absolutly no complxity or complex emotions! But they do have good animation! Like that makes a good movie... I just LOVE the nostalgia of the old cartoons, not saying the new ones are bad, they entertain, until the movie ends.

Now think of TV shows! First Porkey Pig, Donald Duck, Bugs Bunny and Road Runner era, then Animaniacs and the origanal Batman era, then the decline in animated cartoons... Johhny Test, Lunatics Unleashed, The new Batman, Chowder, Ed Edd and Eddy era, with good cartoons few and far beeween.

If you remember any favourite animmated movies or cartoons please comment them.

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I'm fickle and like "Dancing Queen" b ABBA

I noticed, im very fickle when it comes to boys, i'm constantly changing my crush. And im addicted to the ABBA song "Dancing Queen"

Crazy Irish Sweater Guy and other substitute teachers

Here are either some of my favourite substitute teachers or sbstitute teacher stories. These are all from sixth grade unless I say otherwise.

Grade-Crazy Irish Sweater Guy

He is obssesed with his Irish sweaters. he spent about half the time talking about his special type of sweater, how it came from ths certain part of ireland, did we know were Ireland was? The special design, how the locals were very proud of there sweaters, blah, blah, blah. But he was actully a good sub, ounce he gets past his sweater he is one of the substitutes that can actully get the curriculum done propperly, and you feel like he is almost as good as the normal teacher.

Sane Dog Lady

Sane, yes sane, not crazy for ounce, but rather a good substitute. She both gets the curriculum done AND tells the best stories, she speaks in a very unique way, putting emphasise on about every other word, lengthening some and speeding up others, essensially making her stories twice as good. Of her stories are her Minature, Black, Long Haired Docksen, and how she gets annoyed when people ask "What type of dog is that", because she paid a lot of money for her dog, Beemer. Another is her son when going to college said "I wanna get out of Minnesota, I don't wanna have to deal with the snow and slush!" so he went to Arizona State, and as she was dropping him off at the dorm she was not happy about what she saw, in the middle of the courtyard, a pool! She said don't you even think about being by that pool, you will be in your dorm studing! He replied, "Don't worry, I'll study by the pool" then she told the class that she was pretty sure he wouldn't be studing books by the pool, but rather the somthing else, the girls.

The Crazy Sub Day!

In fourth grade our teacher was at a meeting or doctors appointmeant, so wasn't there, so there was a substitute, but she soon got sick! She had to go home immediatly, the new sub wouldn't be there in a while, so the only teacher available was the gym teacher! Try to see a gym teacher teach math,. The entire lesson was absolutly absurd. At another point the principal tried teaching for a bit, a slight improvement. Eventully we got the sub and was able to return to or math lesson, but we never forgot the day we were taught math by the gym teacher.

Grade-Crazy Glue Lady!!!!!

This is the best story, and the worst substitute. We were working on flat patterns for rectangular prisms in math, so we were supposed to cut out flat paterns for a certain senario and test them with 1cm cubes, easy enough, right, wrong. Despite my my math teachers specific instructions the sub still manged to mess everything up. First she told us to GLUE the cubes and paper together, this would essensially ruin the cubes. The entire class was protesting saying it couldn't be true, it would be insane! But instead of reading the instructions twice the sub called a couple of kids morons, proceeded to say that she new what she was doing, she was put there for a reason.

The next day in my math class my normal math teacher was telling us how she was looking everywere for the cubes, since there were only a few left in the bin and eventually found them glued together on our math papers and asked us what the hell happened. We then proceeded to tell her all of our horrific tales and she couldn't believe it! She proceeded to take a large piece of construction paper, glue on one of the few remaining small cubes and wite in big letters with an arrow pointing to it "A SURVIVOR". She left that on the board for the rest of the yar. We have never had that sub again.

So those are the substitutes, some good, some bad, some absurd.

The Majority Cannot Inflict Upon The Rights Of The Minority, And More Prop 8 Rants

The Majority Cannot Inflict Upon The Rights Of The Minority
What does that mean? It means the minority, no matter how small can retain there rights against the majority, unless doing so would inflict on another's rights. Imagine if in Mississipi after the slaves were freed the people got to vote an African-Americans' rights? They would surely vote them away, now imagine Prop 8, gays were just given the right to marry, but then it went to a vote, where the majority rules, and they lost their rights.
First ask anybody if civil rights should be granted, they will most likely say yes, now ask them if gay rights are civil rights, the answer is most likely yes, now put the two together.

coming out as a thing in general

Why do gays have to come out? It should just be something people are like, ohh, ok then. They can have there hidden predjiduces. I man imagine if blacks had to paint there skin white and pretend they were white, and tell people they were infact balck, crazy, right?
By the way I found a way to solve the gay marriage debate, beacause the only REAL argument anti-gay marriage activists can make is marriage is religous, so make it so government can't give marriages, only unions, marriage is a title given by religion, I mean that is what marriage is isn't it, a holy union, holy sacrament, and that IS the work of the church right?, so as long as you get a church to marry you you can marry. As far as the hospital visit rights and things like that, that IS a job of the government, right, and does anyone deny that gay rights are civil rights, if the people had the right to take away blacks rights they would have! See marriage is a two part thing, rights regarding the law, the job of the government and religous, in the eyes of whatever, it being holy, the job of the church.

No Child Left Behind

7 Words, .
That is

Piece of s*#t, that has good intentionswhat I think of "No Child Left Behind". Although it has good intentions it does it in the wrong way, so here are the top reasons why "No Child Left Behind" Fails: it's not just me, even in a newsletter mailed out from my school to all the housholds in the district there is a quote from the superintendent, Dr. Peterson in it, "No Child Left Behind doesn't focus on helping all students reach their full potential, merely reaching a minimum bar.", And this was in BOLD, BIG text.

1 The schools don't get funding for it
2The whole point of it is to get kids to reach a minimum bar, no reach there full potential. so the kids that are ahead don't get any funding for high potential classes or IB/AP/STEP classes, get bored and fall behind.
3If a school fails they are scattered about, so other schools now have these kids, thus there test scores go down.
4Instead of focussing on interesting disscusions, such as mood in writing, history of math, or a different unit to lead into another more important unit schools focus all their attention on what is on the test, which is merely the building blocks, not real life applications, which is overall detrimentall to the students.

Now for how to improve it:
1 focus on improvement, not a minimum bar
2 actully give funding to the schools to do the prep
3 instead of, or addition to the tests have people go in and evaluate the schools, giving advice on how to improve and ussing there input for how to help the school

Luckily I live in a good school district that has plenty of resources, but even it has had to cut down to a 6 hour day, eliminate midde school world language, eliminate a couple of high school language, (luckily) have to only have gym every other day, make the luches worse, cut back on teachers and many other budget cuts.

Matt

There is this boy I really like, he has blond hair and bright blue eyes, his name is Matt, he's in all my classess and I'm pretty sure he's gay. First his looks attracted me, and then while gazing at him I noticed somthing, he's gay! He has a fairly high pitched voice, a loose wrist, rolls his eyes, and mainly hangs out with girls, just like me :p! So I think I actully have a chance! It's just a matter of working up my confidence, which so far has failed

Prop 8 and others

Despite Obama winning and the huge gains for the Democrats this was still the most depressing election ever. You have probally heard about how Californains have eliminated gay marriage, yah California! But you might not have heard about simalar measears in Florida and Arizona, which by the way passed! Not to mention the measear in Arkansa which makes it so only married couples can adopt, which makes it so gay people cant adopt, because in Arkansa they cant marry! Just as I thought America was on the right direction....

Coming Out So Far

as far as coming out first I told a girl who was my best friend, she ended up telling other people, so I'm no longer friends with her, I have told my other best friend(boy) a bit latter, he took it just fine and is still my friend. I told a group of girls I'm friends with. As far as my parents, I told my Mom I might be gay and she started balling, never mentioned it since, I havn't even considered telling my Dad, Quote my Dad "All gays should be shot", actully my entire dad's side of my family takes that view.